Dear Lord Jesus,
You know I am here,
You see the depth of my heart,
You see my tiring soul.
I need you tonight,
I need Your wishper to calm my heart.
What could I do without You.
You see? I need You all the times.
I want You here...
Now and tomorrow...
If i could make a call to you, l would have sweet chat with You . I'm hunger and thirsty of You.
I love You
Your beloved princess,
|I'm so blessed that God brought me this beautiful sister....She was in the big part of the journey that God has made for me.|
|Here are the girls who host me. Their grandma was not home - it was sad that I couldnt see her. But all of these girls host me well. Thank you Jesus for these beautiful girls. and Mrs. Olandina who allowed me to stay at her house.|
That's my first day.
|Sharing testimony - Thank you Judika for tking this picture|
Where Angie and team were not there but I must be there to respect that they have welcomed me. We had chapel as normally in the morning. And oh the Madam of Mercy Indoncsia asked me to share the testimony - it's about what God has done to me and my family, my parents's ministries, and what I'm doing now...and while I was talking somebody interrupted me - my eyes tried to find out whose voice and oops it's the Madam's husband he just asked me " Are you ps. Sadrakh's daughter?" then I said yes I am..in that moment I just knew that he's my dad's professor in a seminary school my dad went. I felt that I was not stranger there anymore :).
So after the chapel. Time to meet the Madam, I was nervous wondering what she wanted to ask me since she asked me to stay here for a night. I came into her room. She told me that God spoke to her when the first time she met me, God wanted her to have conversation with me. That's why she asked. I was melting when she said that my beauty comes from the inside, and so she invited me to join her ministries of Mercy Indonesia. So she wanted me to pray about it.
My heart was so happy! I knew it! That's what I prayed about before I met all Angie's friends that let people see Him in me so that will treat me not as stranger :)
It's almost 10 a.m. I left Mercy office to meet Angie and her team at the hotel. Thank you for my dear sister Sudi that took me there...I was talking to her that I might stay at airport because i didnt want I miss the flight but she offered me her room to sleep and she would take me to airport in th early morning. I was so relieved that I wouldnt be alone at airport during the night.
At the hotel...I saw Angie and pastor and two other guys were talking and I came and said hi for everyone - I saw pastor stood and walked to me but I just gave a handshake and he asked what I have shared in the chapel. I was wondering that pastor was so nice to me - I could see how he looked at has the same way how my dad looked at me of proudness. I remembered that yesterday a friend told me that he has no daughter only a son :) thenI just realized that I should give him a hug. It was late and I told Angie about that...
I just really wanted to say thank you for him that he allowed me to be with Angie and everyone in the team - but I had no idea how should I say.
Perfect timing God has given me! we went to have fun together with motorbikes around the city we passed the road over the sea.. It was so beautiful.
|Here is the long road toll on the sea :) isnt it s beautiful ?|
Because Angie was nervous if she had me in the back of the bike then I got to be with pastor. The pastor was so perfect riding the bike! of course!! he has like 3 or 4 bikes at home - that's his hoby. So I felt safe with him. It was perfect time to me to share about me, my parents, and he told his family and ministries:) during we riding the bike. My tears dropped ....I cried because God is sooooo good that He allowed me to meet these beautiful people. So it was perfect time to say THANK YOU.
"Thank you so much"
"Oh no darling....you're a blessing"
I'm so much blessed - God has done too much for me.
I felt like after met Angie as my spiritual sister last year....now I met my spiritual dad....all of them are my family in Christ.
|Beautiful Encounter that God has made to meet this team and family in Bali|
|This is Lisa - The first time I met her she melted my heart.|
She has great heart for kids.
and absolutely beautiful inside-out.
I love her as my sister :) she really good at beauty and also her heart to God inspiring me. : )Thank you Emilia
|With my favorites girls of Mercy Indonesia :)|
I'm really sorry for not taking care of my blog since few weeks ago. I just wanted to say thank you for all your prayers for Sean, he is now in Cambodia if you wondering you can click here to see some of his pictures of Cambodia.
And I want to announce that here are some names that I will send them the rewards ( sorry that I'm late for posting this)
1. Karen from Beatrice Euphemie Vintage Cottage Style
2. Lizzie from His Redeemed Child
4. Faith from Princess Faith
5. Elizabeth Wowor
I cant say enough thank you for all your helps. Thank you so much!
Please send me your home address at firstname.lastname@example.org
I will send the rewards on July
I have lot things to do my friends, very and super hard to get into computer. I only can check all online stuff through my phone. some of you are in my mind. Sorry for not visiting you.
I'm not able to check everyone's post except it goes to my email. I will leave this blog till next month hopefully.
Please praying for me during the hard times but God is too beautiful and not compares with things I've been through.
Love you & Blessing