Happy Easter my dear friends,
It's almost a year I dont put attention on this blog. It's just look like an old house which is not maintained. I even lost my neighbours, maybe they dont even remember who I am since I left this house.
But I am back to my house today to telling the missing stories which almost a year. I might telling for details but there's one point that is Jesus! that is my life centered.
Remember the reason why did I leave this blog?... I am working and have no computer. Working is my big distraction for things I love to do at home and even blogging. But, I know why, God has been taking me to this part of life. It's an adventure. It really is! I feel like I was playing roll coaster.
I never imagined why did God bring me to this such a place of work. Work that takes me to meet a perfect and a tempered boss, some uncontrolled children, and super busy parents. Those are 3 parts that I hate from my job. I have to dealing with these all. However, God allowed me dealing with that just because one reason " He loves me". It's totally nonsense to say that He loves me so that's why it happened but who could reach His thoughts? No one until His will revealed in you.
Honestly, in the 3 early months I couldnt hold it again. I wanted to quit from this job but God reminded me of the dream I had 6 months before I got this job. But in this uncomfortable place God has shaped me and taught me alot of lessons, and molded me. That's why I said He loves me.
I once talked about God with my boss, though she doesnt really know Him but it was good that I could share it. (It was a hardest situation for me to talk with her but God turned it for good)
I met some students that keep my heart beating, I have learned how to win their hearts so they could learn to respect things . ( I am trying to telling about Jesus too but sometimes I need His guide)
|This was surprise from Melissa, I didn't know that she put this in my bag before I went home :)|
I met beautiful parents that some of them treated me like their family. Even it's hard to meet them sometimes but I can see how they honor me. ( It's a blessing)
I still have more thing to be worried actually, it's like a roll coaster! It consumes your energy, but once you go through it you feel accomplished. Everyday I'm afraid what's gonna happen next with my job, but I want to keep my eyes on Jesus. It's a walk with Him. A beautiful walk.
I believe each one of us has parts that where it's like a roll coaster it shocking and shakes you sometimes but when we walk with Jesus it is a beautiful walk.
I have great news and I just cant wait to tell you until its right time to telling you here :)
God is so faithful and beautiful. It is beautiful to walk with Him.
Blessed is the man
who walks not in the counsel of the wicked,
nor stands in the way of sinners,
nor sits in the seat of scoffers;
but his delight is in the law of the Lord,
and on his law he meditates day and night.
He is like a tree
planted by streams of water
that yields its fruit in its season,
and its leaf does not wither.
In all that he does, he prospers.