15.4.14

Decided To Be Bold Today!

I'm back - I supposed to continue make souvenirs for our Easter program but I kind of feel down since last night. My head wont stop thinking alot of things and again the enemy frighten me again. Oh my fears why do you come again?

I've been worried about Easter program here it seems that I'm the only one who works for this.

I've been worried about my brothers, my sister and mylife ( sometimes I feel people judging my faith in Him)

 " I'm sorry, I wish I could have faith like you can sense what God wants for more and life will turn better"

I almost wanted to close this blog - but not this blog someday will bring a great testimony of my life story. I want people find God in this blog.




Let's be bold today, don't let your fears destroy you. just stop worrying about what can go wrong and get excited about what can go right  

Grab your Bible, praying and stop worrying about what people saying. Do what can you do and ask God to put peace in your heart is He willing me to do this and that.

those words that I tried to put in my head.
Promise to myself to not be weak and continue to work!.


 I remember last week! 
I talked with a lady that I met last year, she said there's no fear in love, love cover things
I decided to be bold in all that I do, I won't be afraid again.
it comes at a price
Embarrassment
Rejection 
but 
I want to enjoy it with grateful heart. 


Anyway, today the my package from Desrae came this morning - I'm just happy that I could win her giveaway blogversary last month...I never guessed before that I would have these amazing vintage pattern.



Thank you so much Desrae! I just love them all and your sweet words.


Here's my mom she is working on her cross stitch 


This will be a gift to Sean's mom once he comes here after Cambodia trip. This has been my family prayer since  he tried to come . 
Cambodia is near with Indonesia and I know he will come.
He will have project in Cambodia this summer and he will make a trip there on June. He never asked me to help but I want to help him to spread out what he is concerning of the fund raising.


Please take a look what he is saying there
It will mean world to me.



hank you for the prayers to Stephanie & Mrs. Debbie. your words are wisdom to me :)



Thank you so much 

and Happy Easter!






15 comments:

Regine Karpel said...

Sending thanks and blessings, love in Christ and a hope to give you strength

Hilda said...

Aw, my sister. Sounds like the devil is tormenting you with such lies. Everything will be fine because you are following God and God and guiding you. Whenever the lies and negative thoughts fill your mind, tell the devil to go away and that the devil should fear you! The devil is a coward. You can do it, my sister. Be happy, especially since Easter is almost here, a happy day!! Everything will be fine, no doubts either because that is also the work of the devil. My mother tells me that the devil likes to bother those who are with God. It enjoys seeing us fall and question our faith. Do not listen to that lying devil! You are a child of God and He is guiding you and protecting you. He provides for His children. You have nothing to fear.

You are in my daily prayers, my sister. Love you so much! ❤️

harleygirl said...

Oh, I'm sorry you're having troubles right now. I'm glad you didn't close down your blog, though, because I do love to read it. :) Your happiness helps people more than you realize. It will get better. I will pray for you, friend. And Happy Easter to you! :)

Olga Rani said...

There is no person in this world who would not have experienced negative emotions in their lives: fears, doubts, worries. I think it is a natural thing for us human beings. Just believe in God, believe in yourself and be strong, follow your path. Happy Easter to you too, Delvalina!

Stephanie said...

My dear Sister, sometimes we think we always have to be "perfect" and we tend to think if we are struggling with emotions, feelings of despair, or facing fear that there must be something wrong and we are not being a "good" Christian. But my sweet Eva, you have shared your heart and I commend you for being honest.

God is there through every trial and He catches every tear - He WILL strengthen you, He WILL guide you, He WILL give you victory.

My friend, may you find comfort, peace, and wisdom through Jesus Christ our Lord. When we are weak than we are made strong, when we are discouraged than we are made joyful... I love you and am praying for you! xoxo

Faith said...

I'll be praying for you. Yesterday I was feeling really down. I let the enemy use fear to really strike an attack on me. I was basically out of commission all day. On top of that I got sick. (maybe I even got so afraid I got physically ill.) but either way it was a horrible day.

I know how hard fear is to battle. my youth pastor once said that faith is the opposite of fear.so when we're afraid, it shows we're not trusting God. And love conquers fear.

I pray that God will give you peace this week<3

Debbie Harris said...

In quietness and confidence He'll be your guide Dear Delvalina.
May your heart be blessed and encouraged knowing that you have many who love you, care for you and pray for you. Thus blog of yours is a tremendous testimony to the Good you love. Please do nout onto the lies of the evil one. He would love to see you give up and fail, but greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world.
I love you my dear, and I believe God had great things ahead for you. Keep your eyes looking up. :-)
Have a beautiful blessed Easter, and praise the Lord for all you have done for your services.
Joy! Mrs. Debbie

Debbie Harris said...

I am sorry about all those spelling errors. Using my phone the spell check goes crazy!
Much love

Sola Scriptura said...

I'm so glad you continue to blog. You are such a blessing.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. (NIV)

Desarae said...

Delvalina,
My prayers are with you. I hear the words of your heart, the worry, the doubt and fear, and I understand them because I have been struggling lately too. You are not alone, lately I have been hearing from lots of my friends who are feeling the same-- the Enemy is attaching the entire Christian body, not just you and I. He wants to destroy the church and the voice of truth, and he is working extra hard to discourage us right now.

Take heart, God is with us, He has given us everything we need to be victorious over the challenges we face- His grace is sufficient for us, and He goes before us, preparing a place for us to rest and eat even the presence of our enemies and in the midst of those hard circumstances in our lives.

I'm so glad you received your package, I hope it is a great blessing and a small encouragement to you!

Love,
~Desarae~

Beatrice Euphemie said...

Dearest Delvalina - I know it is difficult to keep fears and worries from overwhelming us sometimes. This is normal and we all share these feelings. What helps me is to start in a small way to look at what is good in my life - those little things that make you smile, that give me happiness and then I move forward from there. Soon you will notice many more if you keep your focus and faith. We cannot change the hearts and minds of others, but we can change our own heart and bring small moments of happiness and love to this world through our faith. It is the little things in life that matter the most - the kind smile, the gentle gesture, the loving kindness performed each day. With that we can feel peace and the love of our Lord. Wishing you many blessings this Easter and always. I gave a contribution to the photography project and posted it on Facebook. Wishing success.... Hugs xo Karen

Ceil said...

HI Delvalina! I am so sorry for your emotional storms and doubts. I think when we are doing good things for God, the enemy sees that and attacks. Remember that you are on the winning team! Satan lost, he has no power over you. He likes to think he does, but he DOES NOT.

I pray that you will have a beautiful Easter and that your program comes off well too. All things for God come to good. Just like you.
Blessings my friend,
Ceil

Lizzie said...

Dear Delvalina! I love how you always share encouragement, even when you've been having a hard time yourself! God is definitely using these circumstances for your good (Romans 8:28) and for the good of those you bless with your words! I've been praying for you!

Thank you for sharing about Sean's project! It looks very exciting.

Terra said...

You and your blog are lights in this world. Even when you are down, you post words to encourage people. God Bless You, you are a sweet warrior for Jesus.

Jennifer - The Deliberate Mom said...

Praying you find comfort and peace. Thank you for being honest about your feelings... we ALL struggle with fear Delvalina. I'm lifting you up in prayer my friend.
xoxo

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