~Future ♥~

"Future" a word that could bring smile to my face and sometimes frighten my life for now.

I love spending time in pinterest, it just an escape for me to my future dream. Almost all boards I have it's just like things I want to do, and have in the future.

But when through the hard times it's just so easy turn my mind. The future is a mystery and sometimes I'm scared of things changing and goes wrong for my future.


Yesterday was a bad day for me. I really wanted to cry loudly to God because there's no better place than Him. It just makes me feel better when I cry and tell Him everything, but so hard for me that sometimes i dont get a time to take a moment and praying. I sleep with the girls here in orphanage and time for me to pray is only at mid night.

 I just want to run to Him escaping this world  and sleep in His arms but I was reminded tonight of my dream that I met Jesus and He said about my future and I reminded about these scripture.

 ~“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."~ Jesus

  “~I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.”."~ Jesus

No matter how my future is, I just want to glorify His name there. I take this attitude so I won't worried of my future.

I want to share that I have new flowers on my desk and it just makes me happy and reminds me that life is beautiful no matter what :)

♥