It's 2.37 am and I can't sleep. Almost for 3 hours I was laying but my eyes wide. I can't sleep...it happens when to much things in my head and you will know what I do if you read my previous post Bible. Yes, I grabbed my Bible and read and I wrote in my journal and I love when God showed me the clue or the revelation.
And Samuel said,( 1 Samuel 15:22)
“Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices,
as in obeying the voice of the Lord?
Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice,
and to listen than the fat of rams.
It's written that Obey is better than sacrifice and I know it sometimes hard for me to obeying Him, though I'm trying to please Him with my own way but obey Him is much way better.
Sometimes my future is big mountain for me, it's crazy if I thinking of this everyday, maybe because I'm young. So many questions in my head, and it's not easy to trust Him.
"God, I trust You and you must be happy right?" -Done!
This is what in my mind before (God, I trust You, so do what You want to do) This moment seems like my mom asked me to do something and obey it though I didn't like it, so I would do it with grumbling.
Oh...it's just so wrong. I know but my soul will against this thought...
"Let's do, and let's obey because I love Him and I'm happy if I can make Him be glad"
I love when my heart speak speak peacefully and make me calm, I know He makes my heart His home :) then He have loved me first.
So, I will trust Him no matter what because I love Him :)
~I discovered that it's not easy to trusting God through the hard times but when your heart loves Him so, you will trust Him no matter what.~
My Dressember Outfit
It's hard for me to get post this every single day with every single picture bu I wear my dress everyday, and my heart always breaks for women and children in slavery and thousands girls who are who face a combination of life-controlling issues such as eating disorders, self-harm, drug and alcohol addictions, depression and unplanned pregnancy. It's been in my dream since I was 15 that someday I want to work in Mercy Ministries, so you'll know that I'm so pumped to do this :)
|This is my outfit today. Dressember2013 Day #7|
|My outfit yesterday Dressmber2013 #6 I was at home because of rainy all day :)|
|Dressember2013 #5 I was in the field behin my house and finding branches to make Christmas ornament :)|
Thank you so much to Ceil from Evangelize To Me thank you for posting your giveaway gift, and all you do is just too sweet and made my heart melting and I you know I'm so much blessed to have you as family in Christ. Thank you for all beautiful posts then encourage me through my days.
And Thank you for Lizzy from His Redeemed Child for posting the giveaway gift! You are darling friend to me :) and I'm glad you like it all.