"My Lord..." (sobbing) I kneeling and begging.
"You again My dear...? Didn't I tell you no?"
"Yes You did my Lord... but it's just hard to me and this heart won't stop to hope in You"
"I see... You won't give up on Me. Very well, and I'm willing you to do"
"Oh yay! :D I know You will, and I know You love me" jump, jump, dance, and singing with joyful heart.
My dear friends sorry that I always have crazy conversation with God. It's true and sometimes come across in my mind, hehe and He is funny sometimes and I love it! :)
tonight I am awaken from my sleep and I still need to sleep again so much to do tomorrow. But tonight I am reminded of the story in Luke 18 : 1 - 8 it's a parable of Persistent Widow. I was thinking that our beloved Jesus is so brilliant to describe this parable. We all here like this widow, but which one we are? sometimes we're easily give up on things in this world and then we stop to pray and asking. Remember Hannah? All the years, everyday she came and asked to God.
I was thinking that this widow was crazy and stubborn, but no she still had a hope that she could win. She didn't lose her heart in the circumstances even the unfaithful judge granted her desires. What about our King who loves us? I feel loved by Him everyday, and each time I remember this my heart is so happy.
"ought to pray and never lose your heart"
I'm wondering sometimes that did I ever change God's mind? hmmm this question makes me smile sometime :)...I remember that Abraham also bargained with God about Sodom and Gomora and also I remember about Jonah's story
~Who knows? God may turn and relent and turn from his fierce anger, so that we may not perish~ ( Jonah 3:9)
so...what's the point Eva???
hmmm, I don't know exactly the point is but just a question
"How could I melting God's heart and change His mind?"
I'm praying that the Spirit of God will guide you to understand.