20.4.13

~I dream I met Jesus~

Here's morning at 8.05 am when I starting to write after got up from my bed and from my dream. I think I need to share you all, and I hope it brings you a blessing.

Up all night, I couldn't sleep. I started to sleep like 11 PM but about 2 hours, then I wanted to wake up and prayed but I got a message from my sister she said "hey check out the facebook, they booing our parents on facebook" then saw it from my phone and I was shocked.

Friends, it's like almost a month my family been in troubles. It comes day by day with any kinds of hurt. I saw many timer my parents got hurt...hurt...and louder and louder. I know the devil hates so much my family since we have family fellowship that we called family altar every Thursday, because that's where God's protection comes to us.

My parents has two ministries here. They have become parents for the orphans like 13 years and since several months a go they started to church planting. They're such a blessing, big inspiration in my life. 

A month ago my parents have to deal with some people who look so kind and lovely in the front  of us, they raised money through this orphanage but they never give it to us. It many times we have to deal with this they come and capture our building and children then said we want to help this orphanage but then, they go forever.

Three weeks ago, some people slander my family just because wanted to replaced my parents position in this orphanage. They told me the bad things about us to our sponsor which are not true, and for this it left scars in my mom's heart.

Two weeks ago, my dad's friend texting my my dad and said that he don't want have to be a part of this church again we have some problems in our church here.

And my parents have a problem inside this orphanage that they have to deal with our teenagers here. You know how the young people are. They're labile, full of emotion and they behavior changing and my parents have to deal with it. Before some of them broke the rules here, they went out with their friends without asking permission and get home at nights. Once my parents reminded them but then they did it again and my parents asked them to stop friend with them if they give bad influence in their behavior. They are now rebel for more and talk booing on facebook and twitter about my parents and even they talked about my parents problem in our church planting) which is  should not be talked on social networking. So it ended up last night when I saw what's going on there. I got my body in weakness and I started to cry.

But, I take an attitude that God is bigger to deal with devil. Devil has been trying hardly to playing with my family. The good news is Our God is stronger, and my heart won't stop praising Him. So in my heart there's a song that I've been singing since last night...a song that I never sing before but with this words

"weeping may up all night but joy comes in the morning" My heart kept sing this song...as I laid on my bad and teary and talked about these all to God. then I fell asleep.

~I dream I met Jesus~

For his anger is but for a moment,
and his favor is for a lifetime.
Weeping may tarry for the night,
but joy comes with the morning. 
(Psalm 30:5, ESV)


I was walking outside, I passed a road and I saw a family ( Daddy, Mom, son and daughter with a dog) they were playing outside together. I saw  happiness on their faces and I tried to move closer to them, because I wanted they shared me their happiness to me. Then I saw delicious food and a lot of money in a big can which is over flowed and I found laughing. Then the Daddy said to me

" Hey, you can buy this all with this money  only be strong and very courageous " as he gave it to me and the little empty can.
"Thank you"

I left them then I went home, I met my parents and I told them that I can buy it all that makes them look happy with this cent of money. At the time we all and some people were about to go out to have fellowship.
We all got into the same transport, the we stopped in somewhere, everyone get down and I turned my way because I was thinking if I could use this money for buying something.
In all the way I found something that I wanted to buy but then each time  I touch it, it hurts my hand. and I left it. I was thinking that maybe that family lied to me with this money, I even get hurt with this. I kept walking a long the road and in a somewhere I met a big guy he had guns in her hands and he pointed to me. I was so afraid that I don't want to die, and he shot me and I fell down to the ground I felt so much hurt in my hands. As I lifted my head I saw someone looked like Jesus beside that man and I said in my heart that why don't you help me? why you standing there beside him and do nothing? 

It seems like he listened when I said it in my heart and I hear a voice that comes from that man

"only be strong and very courageous" and that man disappear.

I thought I was die but no I still alive, I got up and kept walking and I remembered the words "only be strong and very courageous" and I saw the money that a Daddy gave me...and I said

"God, I can't even buy anything with this money and it brings so much pain for me, maybe they lied to me. They just want to got me in trouble"

Once I arrived at the place where we will have fellowship. I get into a house, I saw many people there, and I found a sit, then I sit among people but then a girl who sits besides me exploded and her eyes to me, she moved but after several minutes she started to fighting me, she's possessed with evil spirit and so I have to faced her with God's spirit inside me. I remember the words " be strong and courageous" so I kept fighting with her till she fell down. I didn't feel any hurts or injury after fighting but I got my tiring body and soul.

 Then I went home with crying and and I got into a place that I saw a lot of many in thousands cans everywhere. I still thought if they're stole the money, I couldn't believe if they're nice to me. But I still remember the words that they told me about be strong, that made me won to fight that girl.

I kept walking home, and finally made it home. I get into my house, I still see the can on the table, I took that money from my pocket and put inside the can, it I saw one fall down from above, and the other one, and again...again...and again..till it overflowed. and I saw each money there's written fruit of God.

and I looked outside through the window, and I saw that family when I first time met them, they smiled at me, and I realized that I just met Jesus, and He released His power to me when I got shot with the guns, and I could be strong to fighting the evil spirit.

***

and I woke up about 7.45 am, I felt God's presence and crying, I felt how good is our Lord. and I still hear my heart sings weeping may up all night but joy comes in the morning, and God reminds me that the words in Psalm but I forget what chapter, and I googling it, and this morning before I write on my blog I read Psalm 30 which is very strong verses, it's all exact with what I have needed. I felt God's presence is comforting me. I felt good because I just met Him in my dream and said very important words.

Thank you Lord....You are glorious...You are glorious!!

Please my friends keep my family and the children here in your prayers. Thank you for the beautiful comment before, it also strengthen me.

3 comments:

Sherri B. said...

Dear Delvalina,
I am so very sorry that your family is having so many problems. I don't know what to say to make things better for you..I do know that Jesus will not fail you or your family, even when it seems that you can not understand why He is letting all of this happen.

This is the bible verse that I have come to depend on for every thing in my life now. I do hope you find it helpful in your life too.
Exodus 14:14.

Much love to you.

Maryah said...

I will be lifting you and your family up to the Lord, Delvalina. I love you and so does Jesus, I know He will always be with you.

<3

Hilda said...

I'm sorry your parents are going through problems. I had a hard time understanding your post, sorry, but it doesn't sound good. Pray to God for help and to do what He wills.

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