Dear Lord Jesus

Dear Lord Jesus,

How are you my dear Jesus? I'm sure you there are always great thought sometimes your eyes teary when you look at down here, but I know who You are, the One who always faithful for every creatures in this world. Here I am writing you in my business doing things that I should do, and also busy mind and busy heart that a lot of worries, questions. I apologize for the things I've made, getting busy and getting tired and sometimes I forget and I ignore to meet You face to face though I know You more missed me than I do. 

I look around here to find ones can be trusted and never change but no one. I look around  to find any hand I can hold onto but nothing, I look around to find any eyes to understand my struggle again nothing, and no one could understand me. Now I'm getting myself in loneliness feeling. You know me well oh Lord that these feelings always haunting me. I am probably the One who always hurt You and fail You, but I see You there still working for me. You still the same the One that I love for the first time. 

Sometimes I wasting my time thinking of how do I work for my futures and plans, but if I get them someday without You they are nothing! then whom shall I fear? and what should I worried about? I have You Jesus, yes I have You. This world may let me down but please never let me go. Keep in Your heart hiding me in the shadow of Your wings.

I am not smart one who can faces this world but I've been walking with You. 
Please come and speak to me, please come and comfort me, please come and steady my heart.
I just want to leave my burdens and be with You. 

Thank you for being great God in my life, thank you for being there to me.
This heart for You. ♥

Love,

Your Bride

Comments

Sherri B. said…
Delvalina, You have friends across the many miles that know and love Jesus too. We will be praying for you and will remind you that Jesus never leaves our side..He is always with you and will be faithful to you.

I am reading a daily devotional book that helps me every single day. Perhaps it is made in your language and could help you too. Here is the book title and author...

"Jesus Calling" by Sarah Young

I will keep you in my prayers.

Much love,
Sherri
Anonymous said…
This is such a sweet heart-felt prayer.

The part that truly resonated with me is where you mentioned that you didn't want to work ahead for your future with Jesus in your life. This is such wise thinking, and something I always have to consider within my own life. If our plans our not His plans, they shall not materialize.

Blessings!
Unknown said…
Delvania, I just want encourage you God gives us every second to be accountable. You are here to work for His kingdom. He already gave us His word what to do. Go be a desciple, serve in the community and use the gift He gave you to help others. Sometimes Satan has a way telling believers we can sit & pray all day. I been there, His word is written. Just abide in Him and He will abide in you. You will know His will when you have peace. My sister, we are here for you to pray and encouragement.
R's Rue said…
Que Dios te bendiga!
www.rsrue.blogspot.com
I can relate to you and this post!
Unknown said…
eva, my beautiful sister,
the way you trust God is amazing. I love that you don't want to go anywhere, or work on your future plans without Jesus in your life. He will always be there for you, even when it seems like he is not.

You are beautiful and amazing!
I love you sister!

Morgs
. said…
Came to say hi. :)

Popular Posts