Seperti seorang bapak sayang kepada anaknya - Like a father loving his child

I looked through some pictures that Sean shared me about Dasso Family and there was a picture that really touching my heart. That picture reminds me of my Father in heaven.
I cannot close my eyes tonight and I am back on my computer to post something here. The title above “seperti bapak sayang anaknya” it’s Indonesian means “Like a father loving his child”.
It’s an Indonesian worship song which is one of my favorite song, reminds me that I have perfect Father. Father above fathers. How blessed I am that I was born as one who knows Him well, and so He knows me well like no others.

I have a dad, he is the of most awesome people in the world that inspires me. He has a heart to serve the Lord faithfully and teaching us to put God first in life. Something interesting to me about him is how the way he beats us J with one purpose he wants us to know where is the good things and bad things even more he wants us to live like what God wants us to live. Well, when we do worng things, at first he let us know our mistakes by asking question then he will hit up with his wooden cane and there is written on that “ there is love in this wooden”. Once he finish do it then we will go to hang out with him, and buying us some new stuffs that we like. Yeah! That’s my father in the world...

Well, how about our Father in Heaven? He also has the way to love us when we do wrong things, he knows how being a good Father for His people, He leads us, He taking care of us, feed up, even serve us! and He is more than our father in the world. When we do mistakes, and dont realized He know how to remind us...
I was thinking that I was a little girl and walk with her Father for buying sugar cookies. When we walked through the shops He kept hold my hand and singing with me, and the we stopped in a shop, He tried to get all sugar cookies for me, and so he let off my hand from his hand, I also wanted to get the other cookies though I didn’t know are they good for my healthy or not, so I turned my way and walked to find another cookies by my self... I didn’t know that I was doing a mistake, and probably He would shout at me and warned me, and grabbed my hands and back to the first potition where He found me the cookies.
Dear Lord God, I probably like this little girl, I didn’t know that I was doing a mistake because I didn’t know what is the best for me..but You, You really do.

I am so incredible blessed to have a Father in Heaven.
Much Love,


God Never Changes

I’ve been in hard weeks actually but God is faithful, He knows how to make me be rejoice in Him. Praise Jesus! And everyday God wants me to learn, learn by in trouble times...learn how to love Him more though in the deep valley. Is God testing me?...

Is God saying “ hey My daughter, are you faithful?”

“Do you love Me? Do you love Me just like at first time ?

Do you love Me just like what you say on your facebook status?”

Probably He saying that to me...

And if I can say, “Oh Lord God, are You still there?”

“I can’t hear You”

It’s like me and God, t’that we are talking one each other in a long distance and can’t see one each other. But I know that God is for me, He is waiting me come to Him. I just do not know who’s how’s, why’s. Surrender...surrender..is all that I can do.
This morning, I woke up and sat on my bed read my Bible, it’s just I do every morning, I want to start my day with One I love. I love reading Psalm, I just thought it’s very me, how was king David’s prespective is represent my prespective to God. It’s on Psalm 77...it happens to me though.
Reading this, and it strengthen me, playing some new songs this morning, it’s such a blessing! I put also the lyrics however this lyrics help your heart to understand God in you :)
I love this song by Kari Jobe, I've ever heard her before but this is her song that first time I heard. It's about God never leaves you for shaken...

So faithful. So constant. 
So loving and so true.
So powerful in all You do.

You fill me. You see me. 
You know my every move
and You love for me to sing to You.

I know that You are for me. 
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never, 
forsake me in my weaknesses

I know that You have come now, 
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me who You are.

So patient, So gracious, 
So merciful and true…
So wonderful in all You do. 
You know me. You see me.
You know my every move. 
You love for me to sing to You

Lord, I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never, 
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You have come now, 
even if to write upon my heart.

To remind me that 
I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never, 
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You have come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me who You are. 

I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never, 
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You will come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me of who You are.

I only put my favorite part of the lyric

I believe in sun even when it's not shining,
I believe in love, even when I don't feel it,
I believe in God, even when He is silent,

Friends, this is what I keep in my heart 
" I will love Him no matter what, no matter how the situation brings you down, no matter life takes you in the deep valley, no matter God is not answering me but one thing I know that He loves me, and He is faithful and never changes"

Much Love,


Untitled but...Mom, I'll be home for Christmas...

Working in AIESEC and even being AIESECer is what I want since January this year and I got involved this September. I even prayed and asked God to give me this opportunity, and yeah! I did it, God worked it out :). I started to work in AIESEC in my University.
This is my third year in my college, and getting ready from International Relations bachelor and my focus is divided in two. This is the risk that I should take and I have thought  before.

On November 25th I went with AIESEC Team for the International Youth  Leadership  Conference. I never expected before for this conference, many things I got from this conference, it pushed me to run and catch my dreams, I met many new friends and they are just like my new family. The conference spent 4 days. and I thanked God for that :). I love it even though I was pretty much tired and spent much money :D.
                    (me and my AIESEC team )

oh wait...did I told you before that how much I love Latin Countries??  No?! okay. So, I got in love with latin stuffs when  many people said that my I am like latin girl even my name sounds like latin's one hehe :P but more that these, I met  latin families and they are too awesome. I like theirs passions to God and they are too friendly, the most I love is my sister in Honduras Nicole Bravo, she and family have been sweet to me. I've been praying to go rounding the whole latin countries. This is look too gross huh? but I CANT deny it :)

So I met a man from Netherlands mr. Gerlof, he visited my orphanage about May or June and I got a chance to help him, lent him my computer, and I shared him all my dreams, my studies, what I am doing now, and he said that he is going to help me. so when he back to his country I got an email, he offered me to go to Guatemala next  year...and I was WOW! at the first time when I read that. Then I arranged some documents for this, even I invest myself before doing this awesome chance, and I decided to get spanish course, me gusta espanol muchooo!!! jajajaja :D so I am taking my spanish course now.
Well, back to AIESEC,my first journey in AIESEC made me met a guy from Colombia, his name is Camilo, he works in AIESEC in Indonesia for the Expansion Team, he guides me and my friends to how to work, and developing our skills. I was so happy meet him at first time, he is the first Latin people that I met, I hope talk in spanish more with him but he is kinda clumsy in talking with new people..hmm I don't know to describe it but I tried to get him talk to me more, and I told him all about my Latin stories, but Camilo had no expressions for that except I said that I am going to Guatemala, and he said Guatemala is beautiful country. *_* jeje..estoy feliz de verte Camilo, I hope you know that! :)
               ( me con mi Colombiano hermano Camilo)
I believe God is in my life He is the One who orchestral my whole life.  GOD, You are just amazing no matter what!!

AIESEC, my studies and my spanish course make me not be able to get home for 3 weeks...oh :( I promised before to my mom to decorating home before Christmas, but this is fourth day in December, I miss you Mom..I'll be home for Christmas...how much I miss her!

Thank you Jesus for my family that always support me in all I do, and dad, I will never forget all your words, they are always in my heart and my mind.." GOD MUST BE NUMBER ONE IN YOUR LIFE" that is his words before I start my career journey.



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